Sunday, August 5, 2012

There Will Be No Tears For Adelaide


This is a short story I wrote yesterday... 

There Will Be No Tears for Adelaide
There will be no tears shed for her. She knew this from the beginning. No one will cry for her. No one will care enough to shed a drop of their precious moist emotion. Regardless, she reaches for the old brass handle of the familiar antique door. 

There is no hesitation in her action. A deep breath and the door, with it's green paint peeling off in places, swings open with a loud creak. Behind a large mahogany desk is Terzo Mariani. She doesn't seem to falter, even when she sees his lips curl in sadistic pleasure.  

He can smell fear, or that is what she thinks. Watching him as he looks her over like the predator she knows he is. 

He's like a wild animal. Feral, cold, cruel, ruthless. But so is she… the only difference is that she is of a different breed. She is little more than a domesticated hunting dog when placed next to a feral beast like Terzo. They both know this as he rises to his feet.  

He is larger than her. Older. Stronger. Never the less, she stands her ground. Her eyes follow him around the room. Never breaking contact with him longer than it takes to blink. Mentally bracing herself for the result of her failure. It doesn't come. Not right away, at least. Instead Terzo taunts her.  

He keeps her in suspense. This is the worst part, she tells herself. The anticipation of what is to come. She knows this and she knows that Terzo knows this, and he uses this to his advantage. He is playing with her, knowing full well that she is aware of her fate. He knows that she excepts it. To him, that makes the game more fun.  

He circles her. Taunting her. Terzo smirks, knowing full well that he has her cornered. He enjoys watching her struggle against her own instincts. He watches with a perverse sense of pleasure as she denies herself the natural Fight or Flight response. She's smart, and he can't can't help but to see it. Even now, she's doing what she knows he wants. 

It almost makes him regret the nature of the game at hand. Almost. Weather she knows it or not, she's punishing him as much as he's punishing her. At last, she sees he's growing bored, and the moment both were waiting for has arrived. 

She feels the books shelf behind her for something anything. Eyes growing wide as he comes at her. Her hand closes around a letter opener. The old-fashioned kind, very similar to her usual knife and he opens the door and she knows that their game has begun.

 She finally gives in to her instincts and runs. The dress she wears catching on her heels, causing her to stumble. She keeps going, she refuses to slow down as she rips the dress. She races against a clock that has been set against her. 

Terzo is set to win. He always wins. She stands no real chance against him in this contest. He merely enjoys the thrill of the chase. He gets a sick pleasure of guessing where she'll end up. Using the terrain of his mansion against her. Against his prey. 

She can't bring herself to panic. It won't do any good anyway. Terzo is strolling slowly after her as she runs. Zig-zagging through a labyrinth of corridors she vaguely remembers being in before. The game is rigged. She must win to get out- or was it get out to win? She can't remember. All she knows is that she cannot win. That there is no way out. There never really was. 

He has her caged, like the domesticated animal she is. He knows by now where she will head. The stairs. She was the kind to try to make the boldest possible move. She would walk right out the front door if he let her. so he waits in the shadows. 

She hears him before she sees him. Terzo's Italian leather dress shoes leave a distinct echo on the marble floors of the hall way. Never the less she doesn't keep running. She's too tired to try and escape any further. She has lost, or so he thinks. 

She still clutches the letter opener tightly in her hand. Which she held closely to her chest as she listens to him approaching. She wants to fight him, but she waits. Intent on making her  attack count. For she knew that there would only be one split second that, with out hesitation, could be the difference between life and death. 

Terzo stops walking and spins her around to face him. She is shocked, her free hand held tightly in his grasp. She lunges forward, feeling her left wrist snap as her letter open makes contact with it's target. 

He shoves her backward. She stumbles, the heels of her shoes causing her ankle to twist. Hitting the banister sending sheer pain to her leg with a sinister snap. 

Falling…Falling… Falling backward she knows she has maybe seconds left, but she smirks. For she sees Terzo -letter opener in driven into his ribcage- as he watches her fall to her death.

As she falls, he follows on the stairs.

One flight down and he moves slower than normal.

Two and he's gripping tightly to the banister. 

Three and she is glad to see he's using his all to hold himself up. 

Four and he's clutching his open wound, the weapon still barred deep in his flesh. 

Another half a flight and he stops, and she lands on the foot of the stairs. Her head hitting the concrete. 

"Any last words?" 

That is the question he asks, and in the remains of her conscious mind she finds this a vaguely funny thing to pass the lips of a dying man. 

She answers him, simple and off hand, "Consider this my formal resignation."

He finds this to be almost amusing as she found his question. Neither is really shocked by the other's calm when faced with death. They both had foreseen this end to their game.

They stay in comfortable silence in their last moments. A wild beast and a hunting dog, having given their all in their fight. Both coming out on the bottom. Came out as equals. No one will know who is the first to fade away. Either way,  they are gone. Two people that no one will miss. 

In the end, there will be no tears shed for Adelaide. No one cares enough to waste their tears on a hunting dog like her. One who will follow her master right into the grave. There will be no one to remember her. To miss her. She has made sure of that.

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Ode to Haku



Okay, so I just watched Episode 266 of Naruto Shippuden... {Haku died AGAIN...this time to save Kakashi}... I cried...then I wrote the following depressing poem from a guy who is dying again.

"Threnody"

I will die for you, 
Again and again. 
Even with my last breath,
 I will fight for you. 
So let me be,
 And close my eyes,
My voice will be the wind.

If we were enemies,
 I'd die for you. 
If we friends 
I'd fight to prove you wrong. 
Because you were,
And you are my everything.

This is my farewell 
Because I love you.
Everything I do,
I do because I care.
I keep loving you,
despite of what you've done.

When you look in a mirror,
I hope you think of me.
So please don't cry,
I'm dead, not broken.
And don't forget,
I swore to protect you.

Signed, 
Haku. 

Lates, 

Hallie

Saturday, March 31, 2012

My Personal Farewell to Harry Potter


Okay, so I wrote this poem after the final Harry Potter movie came out. It's my thanks to JK Rowling for writing the books and it sort of explains why I was (and am) such a big fan of her story. 

Thank You JK Rowling


By Hallie CiBlue

For the longest time I've lost my heart 
With the words you wrote it took part. 
Magic and a love for life, 
Darkness seeps into the fight. 

And I thank you for all the memories 
of people that i'll never meet. 
So I thank you for the magic 
I will always look back on,
and thank you for the memories 
and friends that I will never meet. 
And I thank you from the bottom of my heart. 
Because without the things you wrote 
I don't think my dreams would stay afloat. 

I've let you inspire me from the start. 
So thank you to an author from a follower and fan. 
Thank you from a writer of the prose from my own hand. 
Thank you to the person that I wish to become. 
Thank you very much Ms. JK Rowling. 
At times your work was all that kept me going. 
Back when I was young. 

I still remember the friends that I made, 
When I opened the very first page. 
Now it is ten years later 
and I hate to admit it's over. 

My first friend in life was named Harry Potter. 
And I watched him grow up right before my eyes. 
I remember the Holloween I spent as Hermione. 
And wondering why Ron agreed to follow the spiders. 

Sometimes when I feel down
I pretend that they're still around. 
So I Thank you for the story
Because its made my dreams come true.

And even though its over now, 
It's still in my life somehow 
And I don't think I can ever quite forget it
So I thank you once again
In this poem from a random fan. 

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Untitled Poem


Okay. So here's a poem I've written. I think it's crap... but I'm posting it anyway.




I'm sick of pain:
Not the feeling,
Just causing it. 
God I'm such a Bitch.
I Wish I could Fix
All the wrongs I've done. 
Nothing major,
 Just minor stuff. 
But It's enough. 
I wish you would make me cry.
Like I've done to you,
 far too many times. 
Then we'd be even,
 And this guilt would die. 
That could be the reason why.
I'm not human enough inside,
Any more,
 I'm looking for the door. 
Just to find a way
Out of my self-built cage.


What do you think?


Tuesday, January 31, 2012

An Intro to Me

My Name is Hallie CiBlue, I'm 18, and I just got a random urge to start a blog...and since I'm a English Major in college right now this will probably be a place I'll post some of my less impressive works when I have something in mind.

Au revoir for now mes amis!

Hallie CiBlue